Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sisyphus (unfinished)

Sisyphus (unfinished) 

She grits her teeth mouth-ful of sharp sand 
muscle solid heft against dead-weight of effort 
Resolute corrugated brow, 
traces of bitter sweat squinting ahead impossible to see beyond or through the dense grey hugeness massive concretion of rock 

hard to guage distances ahead 
Onwards Upwards Inch by tortuous inch 
Neck, back, body taut and straining, shouldering the boulder knotted in spasm 

She finds brief respite in fantasies of weightlessness 
of flight and freedom
     hollow bones, feathery wings, soaring in clear blue sky 
     swift silvery fish gliding cool in silky water 

Could she simply step aside, leave the boulder crashing down alone? 
 Would she be crushed in its path, left damaged incomplete? 
Should they ever reach the top, then what? 

how would it be? 

Views from a summit, at rest. slack, relaxed, gazing at distant horizons? 

a stable place to lean her back?  safe refuge? 

 

Some are crushed by rocks
Some build on them


5 comments:

Identikit said...

Hey, hey Lettuce. What's all this then? Why Sisyphus? This is a bit scary. Life is not futile. I always associate Sisyphus with people contemplating suicide. Too much Camus I guess.

What's the matter? Are you OK?

lettuce said...

No its okay, not scary.
It all seems like such very hard work sometimes.
But I'm not the suicidal type anyway. I'll be ok.

The fabric of my life said...

I think you're stronger than to be crushed by the rocks lettuce. You've been through some tough shit by the sounds of it but I know you'll come through it stronger than ever. You have great friends to lean on don't forget :-)

Identikit said...

Yeah, Dons is right.

I'm glad you're not suicidal anyway. You had me a bit worried.

I know it's hard work. I do really. Email me sometime when you have time.

Enjoy yourself with Rambling tomorrow.

susan said...

First let me say, thank you for takeing the time to leave a comment on my blog. I don't do TV, or radio, they cause me to much stress, blogging is my link. You have two delightful blogs, thank you for shareing a peek into your life.
Who am I, but watch you salt intake, and have you used aloe vera juice?
My friend Sisyphus calls, the dishes need doing again...

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