limp lettuce: not for too long

Monday, March 06, 2006

not for too long

Things I think (at the moment) that I can't go on doing for too much longer:

being positive

crying in the shower (it still makes your eyes red, eventually)

needing a long hug from someone other than (as well as) my daughter

hoping

saying "I love you" when I know the answer will be "I know". Full stop.

waiting

But maybe I'll feel better tomorrow

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I began this poetry blog as catharsis, at a very difficult point in my life when I was dealing with terminal illness of my mother, and potential collapse of my marriage. The words just emerged, formed poems and were unbidden and insistent. And helped. Now (2022) at another very difficult time when my family are coping with bereavement and adjusting to living with chronic illness and depression, the words are swarming in my head again. They circle, form patterns and have found their way here. I find the way this happens so fascinating. And think (hope) that maybe some less painful reflections might also start to find a home here. And that some of all this may resonate with you. © 2006. All words and photos on this blog are copyright to me, the writer and photographer - except in any instances where the post attributes someone else.

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Monday, March 06, 2006

not for too long

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