as summer tips over
tiptoe
toppling
headlong into autumn
the timeless pause before
my heart
tips over
into missing you
and over
again
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
horse chestnut
languid droop of leaves
belies the time of year
glove-like
abandoned in the street
unfeasibly green
against the grey
waiting
like wing-fold of newborn moth
stillness
belies the rushing surge of sap
the coming stretch and flex
awaking
flight
Friday, January 01, 2010
Lemon meringue pie
We'd known it was the last time
though no one said
this task you'd set upon
with borrowed help
in borrowed hours and days
determined to do this for us
one last time.
It was triumphant.
As ever.
Soft and moussey melting whiteness
snow inside only on our tongues
soft with crunch on top, exquisitely browning crystal edges
gone in one's mouth
gone to nothing
the taste of childhood
and treats
little meringues drying in the airing cupboard
sandwiched with cream
not-quite-too-sweet
they were like nothing else.
Lemon layered like fresh spring
the bite beneath the sweet
always my favourite
- and in the kitchen
salvage of skins and pips
squeezing soaking out the dregs of final flavour
an after-life of sorts
a frugal faith in the future
born in wartime
outliving that and you.
Finally and perfectly beneath the velvet luxury
beneath those strata of yellow bight and white
(colour of primrose may when you died)
prosaic pastry
perfectly reassuring
grounded and balancing
plain comfort.
All of a piece.
A simple richness
fragrantly redolent
childhood
family
carefulness.
We ate it without you while you rested in another room
close
far away and journeying
relishing flavours spoons scraping
laughing family trivialities
finding comfort around the gaping hole in our midst.
And now today who would have guessed at yet another goodbye
waiting in this other pastry case?
Waylaid
ambushed by a dessert
poleaxed by a pudding.
Savour.
Swallow.
the lump in my throat melts in sweet sharpness
I'd sooner never wash it down
not with anything
It will not last
It will linger
until the next time
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