Monday, March 06, 2006

not for too long

Things I think (at the moment) that I can't go on doing for too much longer: 

being positive

crying in the shower (it still makes your eyes red, eventually)

needing a long hug from someone other than (as well as) my daughter

hoping

saying "I love you" when I know the answer will be "I know". Full stop.

waiting




But maybe I'll feel better tomorrow



 
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